#93

i have never thought i will spend almost 1.5 years of my university life with someone like you, and still counting
i never like someone like this before
i am not afraid of liking you at the first place
i let my self drown in you
i remember the days when we're not talking at all, just sharing smiles and waving hands at each other
i cant stop smilling those days
i am still smilling now everytime i think about those days
i am truly grateful i met you here
i think we could meet anywhere, if we're meant to be together, we'll meet, no matter where we are
i never thought i could be loved by someone like you
i lost my self confident sometimes
i often think that i am stupid, i am ugly, i am not beautiful, i am far from perfect
i lost my ability to have faith in myself sometimes
i get it back because of you
i feel beautiful inside and out when you said i am
i know perfection is near me, when i am with you, when we spend time together
i admit i am scared to fall in love, with anyone, not just with you
i held you in my arms, i touched you softly, i kissed you gently, that time i know, i fall in love
i dont remember exactly how, when, or why i love you
i just know that i do.
i repeat, i do love you
i love loving you
i hate you sometimes, there are times when i really really feel i hate you, i even dont want to talk to you
i forgot that i hate you when you smiles at me and asks me not to worry. everything is fine
i love you again, more.
i couldnt ask for more than having you for a long long time
i know we might not be together for the rest of our lives
i see the boundaries between us
i am just living this moment with you, making tons of great memories with you
i am thanking God for that, it is enough.
i love you, love
i always will.
i fall in love with you everyday, and i never get bored out of it
i will miss you in 3 years time, we might be living our lives separately far away from each other that time
i hope i am strong enough, and i hope you have the best life ever later.
but for now, lets be together, make the best of it and never stop loving each other
i love you Meiram, as always.