ok so Ana tagged me a long time ago but i just noticed today.
hihi forgive me for being so careless
and abandoned this blog for a while.
so, to make it up, i wrote 2 posts and this one gonna be long.
she tag me to do 100 random facts about myself.
and as she said
"seriously, if you don’t feel like reading, skip to the 100th, because this, is a tag."
so, up to you want to read from 1-100 or skip it ;)
1. i havent washed my hair for 4 days now *mwahaha i dont know why i confess this*
2. i love sushiiiiii, makes me want one now
3. my dream used to be an architect
4. now i wanna be a famous chef
5. i always wanna marry in young age
6. and i want my marriage ceremony on the beach, bali, perhaps?
7. i cant dance any traditional dance but i want to learn
8. and yes, i wish i can change my nationality
9. i really really want to be fluent in russian or spanish language.
oh and korean will do
10. maybe my first love is the red ranger in power ranger.
remember that childhood movie? yes i was crazy about him (Jason, wasnt it?)
11. i hate being ignored, by whoever it is
12. i also hate disrespectful people
13. i like rabbits
14. i hate eating rabbit meat, in whatever way it is
15. i never change my hair color
16. i cant drink soda
17. John Legend? i never get bored of him
18. i love my parents like.... so much i cant describe
19. i wish i talk more about anything with my brother
20. i love to sleep =D
21. i love animals
22. and i wish i can have a job that related to saving animals
23. i drink coffee only on final exam week
24. and feel nausea after that
25. i dont like twilight, not any of them
26. i wish i have more money to pay for myself to go abroad
27. and i dont find edward or jacob that cute
28. i hate abang2 and alay2 that tease me during my way to campus
29. i cant sing, i know, but i like to sing when im alone =p
30. i can never get enough kissing my boyfriend.
31. i am lazy to wash my underwear hahahha
32. i cant drive a motorcycle
33. i enjoy snorkeling as much as i enjoy smoking
34. i wish i inherit my mother's skin. she's sooooo fair
35. in my family, all blood type is different.
my father AB, mother O, brother A, and me B ;)
36. i hate morning classes
37. i enjoy cooking
38. i enjoy it more when i cook for more people, not just for me
39. i miss my housemates and the old times we had at ixora apartement
40. tough i hate melaka, i am thankful i choose melaka, otherwise i wont meet Meiram ;)
41. i HATE durians, even the smells
42. and also papaya
43. and peanut
44. i always have runny nose when im cleaning the house or room
45. i want rabbit as my pet at may house in melaka
46. i want to get married
47. i prefer to go to beach than metropolitan cities to do some shopping. nature always gets me
48. i hate cicak (or lizard)
49. i dont want to stop smoking (maybe in few years will do)
50. i dont know what else to write
51. i get jealous easily
52. and when i do, i tend to do things that i usually dont do
53. i wish i can be everything for someone
54. i wish i can be enough for someone
55. i want to do some oil paintings again
56. i enjoy being home alone
57. sometimes, on some random thoughts, i think in english, not in my own language
58. i hate liars
59. thats why i hate myself sometimes
60. i wish i was stronger
61. using eye liner is the hardest for me
62. wallet, phone, powder, blush on, lip balm, cigarette and tissue
are things that you can always found in my purse
63. im not interested on someone who is younger
64. guys who havent shaved are always sexy in my eyes
65. and their arms are the second things i put attention to
66. to be honest, i like horse meat
67. i found horses are really cute
68. i always want to have monkey as my pet
69. i believe aliens are real
70. i wanna meet them one day
71. i never give a shit about politics
72. shit im out of words
73. let me think.....
74. ........
75. i cant draw straight lines
76. i just found a pimple under my armpit!!! uh oh..
77. i can never get enough of bali or any beaches
78. i call it cheating if your bf hide something he did with other girl
because he is afraid you're angry if you find out
79. i named my boobs 'gwen' and 'stefani'
80. water is something i cant drink too much
81. i want to throw up if i drink beer
82. but i enjoy glasses of martini
83. martini is my mother's name
84. i want to study astronomy
85. i wanna have bigger butt
86. and also bigger boobs
87. and a flatter stomach also
88. i tried to swim as much as i can in a week
89. i like swimming
90. i forget so many things easily
91. i tend to ignore people when i do something
92. im not afraid of lesbians
93. i choose sleep late at morning than have to wake up early in the morning to study
94. i miss my bf so much now i wanna hug him so tight so he get well soon =(
95. when i miss him, i wear his big T shirt to sleep when he's not around
96. but i still miss him, it doesnt work
97. i always forgot that i have twitter
98. i wanna try submarine =p
99. i wanna kiss jude law
100. oh thank God its finally finish. one thing for sure, i love myself no matter how bad i can be
phheeewwww.. im done!
its good that im doing this during my holiday time =p
so now i tag every one of you who read this, let me know when you are done
have fun with it!
happy belated new year and Christmas everyone!
God i know its been ages since last time i wrote, well, im a busy girl now i guess =p
how are you lovely readers?
hows your new year celebration?
mine went great!
comparing to last year, this year was way waaaaaaaaaaay better.
last year i broke up before new year, i cant celebrate new year because it was exactly the same schedule as my finals. and yes the break up made it all worse
this year?
i celebrate new year with Meiram in Bali =)
nothing can do better than that.
and he came to Jakarta, met my friends and my parents
life is sooo much better
yet i still have to worry about the final result and i already have to prepare to make the system for my FYP and also find place for internship as soon as possible. and if everything goes well, i can finish my studies this year and wait for the graduation ceremony next year.
*please pray for me*
God i know its been ages since last time i wrote, well, im a busy girl now i guess =p
how are you lovely readers?
hows your new year celebration?
mine went great!
comparing to last year, this year was way waaaaaaaaaaay better.
last year i broke up before new year, i cant celebrate new year because it was exactly the same schedule as my finals. and yes the break up made it all worse
this year?
i celebrate new year with Meiram in Bali =)
nothing can do better than that.
and he came to Jakarta, met my friends and my parents
life is sooo much better
yet i still have to worry about the final result and i already have to prepare to make the system for my FYP and also find place for internship as soon as possible. and if everything goes well, i can finish my studies this year and wait for the graduation ceremony next year.
*please pray for me*
Allah sayang ya sama gue,
tahun ini gue dikasih apa yang gue pengen.
dulu waktu gue putus, gue doa, doa gue cuma satu, ditunjukin jalannya kalo gue sama Meiram bisa balik lagi, dan klo ga bisa, gue minta supaya hati gue ngerelain.
dan gue balikan lagi.
emang dasar yang namanya manusia ga pernah puas.
gue doa lagi semoga hubungan gue bisa tahan sampe taun baru, bisa ngelewatin taun baru bareng, teruuuuuuus lagi masih lanjut sampe ga tau kapan.
bisa juga terkabul gue taun baruan bareng, malah dikasih bonus, dia ke Jakarta dan ke rumah gue, ketemu bokap nyokap gue. sayang ga ketemu adek gue yg skarang kuliah di Jogja (tuhkan, emang ga pernah puas)
gue pengen FYP gue lancar sampe saatnya presentasi 1, dan alhamdulillah yang ini juga terkabul semuanya sesuai rencana. dan sekali lagi, gue ga puas,
gue pengen FYP gue lancar sampe presentasi 2.
setelah itu gue pasti pengen punya tempat internship yang bagus,
digaji bagus, dan bisa bikin portfolio gue bagus.
gue ga habis habisnya meminta.
gue jadi mikir, apa gue pantes?
im not that type of a person who is really religious,
i did some sins and i did it because i want, not because of someone forcing me to do so,
yet i still ask and ask.
and Allah still giving me what i want so far.
manusia itu rakus
ga tau diri
apa cuma gue doang?
maaf.
tahun ini gue dikasih apa yang gue pengen.
dulu waktu gue putus, gue doa, doa gue cuma satu, ditunjukin jalannya kalo gue sama Meiram bisa balik lagi, dan klo ga bisa, gue minta supaya hati gue ngerelain.
dan gue balikan lagi.
emang dasar yang namanya manusia ga pernah puas.
gue doa lagi semoga hubungan gue bisa tahan sampe taun baru, bisa ngelewatin taun baru bareng, teruuuuuuus lagi masih lanjut sampe ga tau kapan.
bisa juga terkabul gue taun baruan bareng, malah dikasih bonus, dia ke Jakarta dan ke rumah gue, ketemu bokap nyokap gue. sayang ga ketemu adek gue yg skarang kuliah di Jogja (tuhkan, emang ga pernah puas)
gue pengen FYP gue lancar sampe saatnya presentasi 1, dan alhamdulillah yang ini juga terkabul semuanya sesuai rencana. dan sekali lagi, gue ga puas,
gue pengen FYP gue lancar sampe presentasi 2.
setelah itu gue pasti pengen punya tempat internship yang bagus,
digaji bagus, dan bisa bikin portfolio gue bagus.
gue ga habis habisnya meminta.
gue jadi mikir, apa gue pantes?
im not that type of a person who is really religious,
i did some sins and i did it because i want, not because of someone forcing me to do so,
yet i still ask and ask.
and Allah still giving me what i want so far.
manusia itu rakus
ga tau diri
apa cuma gue doang?
maaf.
hey loves
im sooooooooooooooooooooooo fucked up.
with fyp submission is getting closer and closer,
midterm in the same day,
assignment submission.
ALL IN MONDAY.
bloody hell.
and after that i still have 2 more assignments to be done, and i know i was sucks on my information theory midterm last friday. i wouldnt be surprised if i fail the midterm =(
anyways.... im really busy these days fellas.
and to be honest if i have time to play internet, i tend to post something on my tumblr.
so guys if u miss me and want to know some updates from me, just visit my tumblr page
im sooooooooooooooooooooooo fucked up.
with fyp submission is getting closer and closer,
midterm in the same day,
assignment submission.
ALL IN MONDAY.
bloody hell.
and after that i still have 2 more assignments to be done, and i know i was sucks on my information theory midterm last friday. i wouldnt be surprised if i fail the midterm =(
anyways.... im really busy these days fellas.
and to be honest if i have time to play internet, i tend to post something on my tumblr.
so guys if u miss me and want to know some updates from me, just visit my tumblr page
"If you’re going to love me, love me deeply.
If you’re going to break my heart, then break it all.
If you’re going to care, care for me completely.
If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall.
If you’re going to stay, then stay forever and if you want to leave, then do it today.
If you’re going to change, change for the better.
hi all how r u these days?
uuuh its been so long since i didnt post anything ya ;)
its been hectic weeks lately and, tiring.
well, i have a badminton tournament this weekend, it went quite nice, me and Meiram pass the qualification round but we didnt attend the next day for another match because we're too tired and we know who we will face to on the next match, a tough couple.
so better cuddling on bed, yes? hihi
and i dont know why was it just me or was it really him that have problem, i feel like these days he always angry and blame me for everything. everything i said and done seems wrong. always angry, sometimes yelled. even when i talk nicely, slow, and lower voice he replied with anger, cant you just talk nicely? who am i talking about? well, you know yourself mister. please change your attitude or i will change mine. you'll regret it.
my FYP is still on its progress, its getting harder and harder to finish this project, especially since the plan has change. im not going to build a smart home design anymore and put it on website, instead i will make a system that requires me to have a java programming skill. i have to connect my java program with my webcam that will detect a movement of someone, and when it detect a person existence, an agent will appear to greet "good morning" or "good evening" depends on the time of that day. the big question is HOW???
so far i've done the interface and successfully crash down my laptop when i compile my webcam program. i didnt know what i did that make the laptop shut down itself, maybe i just create a destructive code. turning on and off again every time i work on the coding is not good for kiwi's health (kiwi is my laptop's name btw) =(
and not to mention, i have a toothache and its killing me. not just because of the pain but also the cost to heal this tooth is a lot. 2 visits and i already spent RM600. i still have 3 more visits each week. and it will cost me about RM700. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn so much money for just one tooth. forgive me father =(
and speaking of father, i really miss him rite now i dont know why
maybe is because its been awhile i didnt talk to him that much, the longest conversation was me asking money for my dental problems.
me. asking. money. again. and. again.
what kind of daughter am i? i feel really bad.
and i have my period, i feel pain on my body, everywhere. after badminton i also feel pain everywhere, this period just makes it worst. and i admit i am sensitive now.
i just talked to Meiram on phone and he again, talk not nice to me, a bit loud, like accusing me false about something. im always wrong i guess these days, at least in front of him. i didnt know what i did or said that is wrong, a 1.34 minutes of conversation on phone could go wrong? well, maybe its just me that sensitive, a little thing like this can upset me and missing my father a bit can cause me to tears.
i hate period.
helo there!
FYP ruin my days. argh...........
yes my final year project is on its way to be finished, and the way is still, a loong way.
im in chapter 4 now, yep, 4 out of 5 chapter. u think i almost finished? well, think again.
anyway, its been a lovely week, except that classes has already begun, i already have assignments, homework, FYP, and lots of unlovely things
last monday, on 2 november, was Meiram's bday =D
i dint really prepare anything because he said bday upsetting him,
he doesnt like surprises. weird huh?
so i just decided to make a birthday cake, a cheesecake topped with melted chocolate
i planned on make the cake 2 days before his bday, BUT he was here, at my house all day everyday, every nite, from morning till morning again. hell, how am i supposed to go shopping for the cake's ingredients and for his present?
then the day before his birthday, i went really early in the morning to make some shopping and fortunately he is a real sleeper. he didnt realize i left the bed in the morning to went shopping and he even didnt notice at all the sounds i made in the kitchen, the mixer and everything. man, this is the time when i thank God he really sleep like dead =9
the plan went well until finally i can buy his bday present. i bought an adidas jacket he's been meaning to buy since 2 weeks ago but still didnt buy cause he spent his money on futsal shoes.
the surprise also went really smooth, 2 of his bestfriends stop by my house and help me write on the cake "happy birthday" in Kazakh language.
its written "Make, Tugan Kuninmen"
(Make is his Kazakh nickname among his friends, and Tugan kuninmen means happy bday)
my bday boy =)
he was shocked and didnt expect me to come and bring the cake and all, but he didnt upset or anything, he just simply happy. well it turns out that surprises are not so bad rite caaal? hehe
and he likes the jacket so much, he wears it every where, any time, it makes me really happy too.
yes. he makes me really happy and i just love him for that =)
heeyyy
its been quite a while since i havent write anything here after i change my layout.
well, my final went not very well, my so-called holiday is almost over, but it was awesome!
for the first time i dont go back to Jakarta this holiday. my plan a bit ruined actually,
i was planning on taking microsoft course this holiday, i plan to finish my FYP this holiday, i plan to watch beyonce concert live on the end of holiday.
none of it considered done.
the microsoft course was canceled because we still need more people to open the course
my FPY is not as easy as i imagine it would be. GOD making FYP is really hard, so much to do, so much literature review, research, taking decision, revision again and again and so on. so far i can finish until chapter 3, still so much revision to be done.
beyonce concert was postponeeeeeeeeeeeedd!! and i have bad feeling it will be canceled (again!)
enough about my ruined holiday plan, so i filled this 2 weeks holiday just stay at home, my apartment here i mean, sometimes alone but most of the time Meiram is with me =)
he also not go back to his country, he was planning to, but he canceled and decided to go back next holiday, on new year. (oh another new year without him)
so we just spend a lot of quality time together, play playstation (yeah, i can play PES 2009 now, awesome!), or watch him play futsal, swimming, cooking together, sleep in the morning (10am still considered morning rite?), wake up very very late, he usually almost midnite just wake up, chill around melaka, play with his friends and so on and so on. i thought it will be boring but it turns out, i doesnt. hufff.. what a relieve =9
by the end of holiday we both feel like wanna go away from melaka, leaving our comfort bed, and do something. so yeah, we went to genting highlands.
its just a sudden decision, we went to buy the bus ticket at nite and the next morning we're already on the way to the amusing genting highlands. finally what i want coming true, go to genting with him, play on the snow world, having some experience with thrilling rides, the freaking haunted house, and so much more. too bad it was raining when our adrenaline just pumped up to try more thrilling rides.
we didnt take much pictures because it was just the two of us, and we're too busy change places to try more rides and some of our pictures are taken by the photographers there and we just buy some of the pictures. but we did take some picture of our own, haha yea we didnt bring camera, so phone camera, here we go! these are some of them:
oh well now our holiday is over, next monday we have to start going to class again, and to be honest, im not readyy!!!!
2 weeks just lay lazy at home, wake up any time we want, sleep anytime we want, eat eat eat eat eat, play play play, cuddling, laughing, chilling, and all, oh its so nice holiday i have! and now i have to face the reality again, classes.
dammit. i have 3 subjects plus a final year project that needs to be done asap.
well lets just wish the best for next semester and not forget, hope me, Meiram, our friends got good marks for this semester. AMEN!! (say it out loud)
its been quite a while since i havent write anything here after i change my layout.
well, my final went not very well, my so-called holiday is almost over, but it was awesome!
for the first time i dont go back to Jakarta this holiday. my plan a bit ruined actually,
i was planning on taking microsoft course this holiday, i plan to finish my FYP this holiday, i plan to watch beyonce concert live on the end of holiday.
none of it considered done.
the microsoft course was canceled because we still need more people to open the course
my FPY is not as easy as i imagine it would be. GOD making FYP is really hard, so much to do, so much literature review, research, taking decision, revision again and again and so on. so far i can finish until chapter 3, still so much revision to be done.
beyonce concert was postponeeeeeeeeeeeedd!! and i have bad feeling it will be canceled (again!)
enough about my ruined holiday plan, so i filled this 2 weeks holiday just stay at home, my apartment here i mean, sometimes alone but most of the time Meiram is with me =)
he also not go back to his country, he was planning to, but he canceled and decided to go back next holiday, on new year. (oh another new year without him)
so we just spend a lot of quality time together, play playstation (yeah, i can play PES 2009 now, awesome!), or watch him play futsal, swimming, cooking together, sleep in the morning (10am still considered morning rite?), wake up very very late, he usually almost midnite just wake up, chill around melaka, play with his friends and so on and so on. i thought it will be boring but it turns out, i doesnt. hufff.. what a relieve =9
by the end of holiday we both feel like wanna go away from melaka, leaving our comfort bed, and do something. so yeah, we went to genting highlands.
its just a sudden decision, we went to buy the bus ticket at nite and the next morning we're already on the way to the amusing genting highlands. finally what i want coming true, go to genting with him, play on the snow world, having some experience with thrilling rides, the freaking haunted house, and so much more. too bad it was raining when our adrenaline just pumped up to try more thrilling rides.
we didnt take much pictures because it was just the two of us, and we're too busy change places to try more rides and some of our pictures are taken by the photographers there and we just buy some of the pictures. but we did take some picture of our own, haha yea we didnt bring camera, so phone camera, here we go! these are some of them:
oh well now our holiday is over, next monday we have to start going to class again, and to be honest, im not readyy!!!!
2 weeks just lay lazy at home, wake up any time we want, sleep anytime we want, eat eat eat eat eat, play play play, cuddling, laughing, chilling, and all, oh its so nice holiday i have! and now i have to face the reality again, classes.
dammit. i have 3 subjects plus a final year project that needs to be done asap.
well lets just wish the best for next semester and not forget, hope me, Meiram, our friends got good marks for this semester. AMEN!! (say it out loud)
this blog is currently under maintenance, sorry for any inconvenience ;)
edit (0309):
ouch! almost done but still have some flaws here and there but doing this coding for the blog is so much more and more fun than drowning in online notes, calculations, memorize things and blahblahblahs.
yep people, i am having my final exam soon,
well actually i did one of my paper 2 days ago and it was sucks
i've tried to focusing on this final, i even deactivating my facebook account
but i'll be back as soon as this final is over,
you know how facebook can be so evil sucking up your precious study time (then what the hell am i doing now?)
oh anyway, i still have 5 more to go, so wish me luck!
later i'll fix again this blog.
kiss ya later
xoxo
edit (0309):
ouch! almost done but still have some flaws here and there but doing this coding for the blog is so much more and more fun than drowning in online notes, calculations, memorize things and blahblahblahs.
yep people, i am having my final exam soon,
well actually i did one of my paper 2 days ago and it was sucks
i've tried to focusing on this final, i even deactivating my facebook account
but i'll be back as soon as this final is over,
you know how facebook can be so evil sucking up your precious study time (then what the hell am i doing now?)
oh anyway, i still have 5 more to go, so wish me luck!
later i'll fix again this blog.
kiss ya later
xoxo
hai halo hola
im back in melaka town again. preparing for my coming final exams
and so far..... i havent prepare anything!
why?
1. im sick
2. im lazy
3. im too lazy
4. im really lazy
5. oh well, laziness is the reason for everything
okay so the first nite i arrive here, i was really sick. i was sick before i went to airport
since i was still in Jakarta, in the morning i woke up and i feel terribly sick. pain everywhere in my body, especially my head. it really hurts.
but i forced myself to wake up and continue packing. i woke up at 10am and my plane was at 5.20pm, i havent pack at all. well, only shoes and couple of clothes which i throw in my luggage at nite before sleep.
in the plane was worse. it was really cold, or it's just me idk, my head hurts again, i felt my temperature was high. 2 hours flight felt like forever. and i couldnt do anything i just ordered hot tea and tried to sleep which wasnt success. and after we landed and ate dinner, i took medicine and i felt better.
then again, on the way back from airport to Melaka which took almost 2 hours felt like it was really long. i just wanna lay on my comfy bed and it was a bit upsetting me that i couldnt tell Meiram that i already arrived because his phone was off since the day before my flight. i really wanna see him after 1 week we didnt see each other, i miss him.
but magically when i reached my front door, he was there.
standing with bright smile welcoming me home and hug me. oh i love him for being there
then he helped me unpack some things, open my gifts for him, i made some cookies back home with my Mom and she insists to give Meiram one jar of cookies. and he loves the cookies =)
then after few minutes talking with him, shared what we've been missing of each other for one week, i started to feel bad again. this time i couldnt breathe. then he puts me to sleep.
he stayed awake beside me, gave me medicine and wait until i fall asleep.then we slept for few hours but then i woke him up and told him that i feel really bad. my temperature was really high that nite, my head was spinning and i felt really weak. i can tell from his face that he was worried about my condition, he never see my condition that bad when i was sick.
he took care of me all nite until morning, he made an ice pack with small towel and put it on my forehead to help reduce my temperature. he didnt sleep, everytime he see the towel a bit wet, he will change it and put it back again on and on again like that until my temperature was back to normal. im so touched of what he did that time i feel like i wanna hug him and thank him but i was really weak i can only smile to him then i fall asleep when he keep changing the towel for me. when i woke up, i feel a lot lot better and my temperature completely back to normal again.
and i found him fall asleep beside me with a wet towel on his hand.
oh God, i really love this man.
he stays with me all day and the next nite to make sure that i eat well, take my medicines, and to take care of me just in case my temperature becomes high, even when i told him to go home and study because he has his first final on 29th (pray for my hero!), he keeps coming back, whether it was just to bring me some water or just to check my temperature.
now you know why i love him more and more, rite? =')
oh well, hope i get better and better soon, i still feel a bit weak and lazy of course to study,
i just finished reading one subject, noted, just read, not memorized.
all the best for me, Meiram and all our friends in this coming finals, your wishes and prayers are pretty much appreciated dear readers =)
im back in melaka town again. preparing for my coming final exams
and so far..... i havent prepare anything!
why?
1. im sick
2. im lazy
3. im too lazy
4. im really lazy
5. oh well, laziness is the reason for everything
okay so the first nite i arrive here, i was really sick. i was sick before i went to airport
since i was still in Jakarta, in the morning i woke up and i feel terribly sick. pain everywhere in my body, especially my head. it really hurts.
but i forced myself to wake up and continue packing. i woke up at 10am and my plane was at 5.20pm, i havent pack at all. well, only shoes and couple of clothes which i throw in my luggage at nite before sleep.
in the plane was worse. it was really cold, or it's just me idk, my head hurts again, i felt my temperature was high. 2 hours flight felt like forever. and i couldnt do anything i just ordered hot tea and tried to sleep which wasnt success. and after we landed and ate dinner, i took medicine and i felt better.
then again, on the way back from airport to Melaka which took almost 2 hours felt like it was really long. i just wanna lay on my comfy bed and it was a bit upsetting me that i couldnt tell Meiram that i already arrived because his phone was off since the day before my flight. i really wanna see him after 1 week we didnt see each other, i miss him.
but magically when i reached my front door, he was there.
standing with bright smile welcoming me home and hug me. oh i love him for being there
then he helped me unpack some things, open my gifts for him, i made some cookies back home with my Mom and she insists to give Meiram one jar of cookies. and he loves the cookies =)
then after few minutes talking with him, shared what we've been missing of each other for one week, i started to feel bad again. this time i couldnt breathe. then he puts me to sleep.
he stayed awake beside me, gave me medicine and wait until i fall asleep.then we slept for few hours but then i woke him up and told him that i feel really bad. my temperature was really high that nite, my head was spinning and i felt really weak. i can tell from his face that he was worried about my condition, he never see my condition that bad when i was sick.
he took care of me all nite until morning, he made an ice pack with small towel and put it on my forehead to help reduce my temperature. he didnt sleep, everytime he see the towel a bit wet, he will change it and put it back again on and on again like that until my temperature was back to normal. im so touched of what he did that time i feel like i wanna hug him and thank him but i was really weak i can only smile to him then i fall asleep when he keep changing the towel for me. when i woke up, i feel a lot lot better and my temperature completely back to normal again.
and i found him fall asleep beside me with a wet towel on his hand.
oh God, i really love this man.
he stays with me all day and the next nite to make sure that i eat well, take my medicines, and to take care of me just in case my temperature becomes high, even when i told him to go home and study because he has his first final on 29th (pray for my hero!), he keeps coming back, whether it was just to bring me some water or just to check my temperature.
now you know why i love him more and more, rite? =')
oh well, hope i get better and better soon, i still feel a bit weak and lazy of course to study,
i just finished reading one subject, noted, just read, not memorized.
all the best for me, Meiram and all our friends in this coming finals, your wishes and prayers are pretty much appreciated dear readers =)
happy Eid Mubarak everyone!!
I am truly sorry for ever mistakes I've done,
whether i realized or not,
if i ever hurt u,
upset u,
put u through pain, anger, impatient,
or if i ever did something that u dislike or hate
I am just a normal person, far from perfection
therefore from the deepest place of my heart, i ask for ur sincere forgiveness
may Allah be with us all, brings prosperous and gifts, health and happiness,
peace for all of us.
i love u, whoever read this.
=)
I am truly sorry for ever mistakes I've done,
whether i realized or not,
if i ever hurt u,
upset u,
put u through pain, anger, impatient,
or if i ever did something that u dislike or hate
I am just a normal person, far from perfection
therefore from the deepest place of my heart, i ask for ur sincere forgiveness
may Allah be with us all, brings prosperous and gifts, health and happiness,
peace for all of us.
i love u, whoever read this.
=)
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