God i know its been ages since last time i wrote, well, im a busy girl now i guess =p
how are you lovely readers?
hows your new year celebration?
mine went great!
comparing to last year, this year was way waaaaaaaaaaay better.
last year i broke up before new year, i cant celebrate new year because it was exactly the same schedule as my finals. and yes the break up made it all worse
this year?
i celebrate new year with Meiram in Bali =)
nothing can do better than that.
and he came to Jakarta, met my friends and my parents
life is sooo much better
yet i still have to worry about the final result and i already have to prepare to make the system for my FYP and also find place for internship as soon as possible. and if everything goes well, i can finish my studies this year and wait for the graduation ceremony next year.
*please pray for me*
Allah sayang ya sama gue,
tahun ini gue dikasih apa yang gue pengen.
dulu waktu gue putus, gue doa, doa gue cuma satu, ditunjukin jalannya kalo gue sama Meiram bisa balik lagi, dan klo ga bisa, gue minta supaya hati gue ngerelain.
dan gue balikan lagi.
emang dasar yang namanya manusia ga pernah puas.
gue doa lagi semoga hubungan gue bisa tahan sampe taun baru, bisa ngelewatin taun baru bareng, teruuuuuuus lagi masih lanjut sampe ga tau kapan.
bisa juga terkabul gue taun baruan bareng, malah dikasih bonus, dia ke Jakarta dan ke rumah gue, ketemu bokap nyokap gue. sayang ga ketemu adek gue yg skarang kuliah di Jogja (tuhkan, emang ga pernah puas)
gue pengen FYP gue lancar sampe saatnya presentasi 1, dan alhamdulillah yang ini juga terkabul semuanya sesuai rencana. dan sekali lagi, gue ga puas,
gue pengen FYP gue lancar sampe presentasi 2.
setelah itu gue pasti pengen punya tempat internship yang bagus,
digaji bagus, dan bisa bikin portfolio gue bagus.
gue ga habis habisnya meminta.
gue jadi mikir, apa gue pantes?
im not that type of a person who is really religious,
i did some sins and i did it because i want, not because of someone forcing me to do so,
yet i still ask and ask.
and Allah still giving me what i want so far.
manusia itu rakus
ga tau diri
apa cuma gue doang?
maaf.
tahun ini gue dikasih apa yang gue pengen.
dulu waktu gue putus, gue doa, doa gue cuma satu, ditunjukin jalannya kalo gue sama Meiram bisa balik lagi, dan klo ga bisa, gue minta supaya hati gue ngerelain.
dan gue balikan lagi.
emang dasar yang namanya manusia ga pernah puas.
gue doa lagi semoga hubungan gue bisa tahan sampe taun baru, bisa ngelewatin taun baru bareng, teruuuuuuus lagi masih lanjut sampe ga tau kapan.
bisa juga terkabul gue taun baruan bareng, malah dikasih bonus, dia ke Jakarta dan ke rumah gue, ketemu bokap nyokap gue. sayang ga ketemu adek gue yg skarang kuliah di Jogja (tuhkan, emang ga pernah puas)
gue pengen FYP gue lancar sampe saatnya presentasi 1, dan alhamdulillah yang ini juga terkabul semuanya sesuai rencana. dan sekali lagi, gue ga puas,
gue pengen FYP gue lancar sampe presentasi 2.
setelah itu gue pasti pengen punya tempat internship yang bagus,
digaji bagus, dan bisa bikin portfolio gue bagus.
gue ga habis habisnya meminta.
gue jadi mikir, apa gue pantes?
im not that type of a person who is really religious,
i did some sins and i did it because i want, not because of someone forcing me to do so,
yet i still ask and ask.
and Allah still giving me what i want so far.
manusia itu rakus
ga tau diri
apa cuma gue doang?
maaf.
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