hai halo hola
im back in melaka town again. preparing for my coming final exams
and so far..... i havent prepare anything!
why?
1. im sick
2. im lazy
3. im too lazy
4. im really lazy
5. oh well, laziness is the reason for everything
okay so the first nite i arrive here, i was really sick. i was sick before i went to airport
since i was still in Jakarta, in the morning i woke up and i feel terribly sick. pain everywhere in my body, especially my head. it really hurts.
but i forced myself to wake up and continue packing. i woke up at 10am and my plane was at 5.20pm, i havent pack at all. well, only shoes and couple of clothes which i throw in my luggage at nite before sleep.
in the plane was worse. it was really cold, or it's just me idk, my head hurts again, i felt my temperature was high. 2 hours flight felt like forever. and i couldnt do anything i just ordered hot tea and tried to sleep which wasnt success. and after we landed and ate dinner, i took medicine and i felt better.
then again, on the way back from airport to Melaka which took almost 2 hours felt like it was really long. i just wanna lay on my comfy bed and it was a bit upsetting me that i couldnt tell Meiram that i already arrived because his phone was off since the day before my flight. i really wanna see him after 1 week we didnt see each other, i miss him.
but magically when i reached my front door, he was there.
standing with bright smile welcoming me home and hug me. oh i love him for being there
then he helped me unpack some things, open my gifts for him, i made some cookies back home with my Mom and she insists to give Meiram one jar of cookies. and he loves the cookies =)
then after few minutes talking with him, shared what we've been missing of each other for one week, i started to feel bad again. this time i couldnt breathe. then he puts me to sleep.
he stayed awake beside me, gave me medicine and wait until i fall asleep.then we slept for few hours but then i woke him up and told him that i feel really bad. my temperature was really high that nite, my head was spinning and i felt really weak. i can tell from his face that he was worried about my condition, he never see my condition that bad when i was sick.
he took care of me all nite until morning, he made an ice pack with small towel and put it on my forehead to help reduce my temperature. he didnt sleep, everytime he see the towel a bit wet, he will change it and put it back again on and on again like that until my temperature was back to normal. im so touched of what he did that time i feel like i wanna hug him and thank him but i was really weak i can only smile to him then i fall asleep when he keep changing the towel for me. when i woke up, i feel a lot lot better and my temperature completely back to normal again.
and i found him fall asleep beside me with a wet towel on his hand.
oh God, i really love this man.
he stays with me all day and the next nite to make sure that i eat well, take my medicines, and to take care of me just in case my temperature becomes high, even when i told him to go home and study because he has his first final on 29th (pray for my hero!), he keeps coming back, whether it was just to bring me some water or just to check my temperature.
now you know why i love him more and more, rite? =')
oh well, hope i get better and better soon, i still feel a bit weak and lazy of course to study,
i just finished reading one subject, noted, just read, not memorized.
all the best for me, Meiram and all our friends in this coming finals, your wishes and prayers are pretty much appreciated dear readers =)
happy Eid Mubarak everyone!!
I am truly sorry for ever mistakes I've done,
whether i realized or not,
if i ever hurt u,
upset u,
put u through pain, anger, impatient,
or if i ever did something that u dislike or hate
I am just a normal person, far from perfection
therefore from the deepest place of my heart, i ask for ur sincere forgiveness
may Allah be with us all, brings prosperous and gifts, health and happiness,
peace for all of us.
i love u, whoever read this.
=)
I am truly sorry for ever mistakes I've done,
whether i realized or not,
if i ever hurt u,
upset u,
put u through pain, anger, impatient,
or if i ever did something that u dislike or hate
I am just a normal person, far from perfection
therefore from the deepest place of my heart, i ask for ur sincere forgiveness
may Allah be with us all, brings prosperous and gifts, health and happiness,
peace for all of us.
i love u, whoever read this.
=)
hi all how r u?
hows ur fasting days?
hope all good ya =)
lately ive been really busy, midterms, assignments, labtests, presentations, aargh they're killing me slowly! well, nothing really new bout me, just now i already finished all my study stuff. and on 18th i'll be going back home for Lebaran! yipeeeeeeeyy!! =D
then come back here again to have my finals huhuh
so, i have something to share with u guys
my friend, let's say L, she's really down rite now. on the lowest point of her mood.
why? because her Egyptian bf, lets say H, has just gone back for good to his hometown in Dubai.
L is also Indonesian like me we have the same stories bout our love life, dating an international (non Indonesian here). she could go crazy at this moment, 2 years they've been together, really have the life only the two of them then now suddenly L will have to go through the rest of her study time here all alone, alone here i mean not with H anymore. she went to KLIA last nite to see H for the last time. hey, Dubai and Malaysia/Indonesia is not a short distance, rite? and how could u manage to keep ur relationship if there's no certain time when u will meet again? it could be 6 months, 1 year, 3 years, 5 years or not at all. no one knows, only God maybe.
i can feel her sadness, really. this thing has been on my mind not only once or twice.
but every time me and my friends talking bout graduation, bout industrial training that will soon we have to do. i feel happy of course, but there's a part of me that wish these times wont come or never have to come.
why?
soon i'll be in L's position, being separated of distance with my bf. we havent talk anything seriously bout what will happen to us that time. and i know we both can't do LDR. its really hard, isnt it? it could be him, in Kazakh and me in Malaysia or Spore or Jakarta. or it could be him in UK and me in Aussie. or him still in Malaysia or me in Jakarta or Aussie or wherever it is. the distance will still be there.
my heart hurts if i think about this. its been 1,5 years now im with him. half of my 3 years university life has him in it. we've been through a lot together. and suddenly i wont see him again? OUCH! my heart and my mind in pain.
i love him, i do.
by seeing him everyday, its enough to make me happy, to make my day even if im mad at him, i feel like i hate him one time. but it will pass whenever he starts to make me laugh, make funny face or voices. i never stay mad for too long.
if someone upset me, i turn to him. he can comfort me, being the greatest rock, the most funny entertainer, i could laugh like crazy because of his jokes, he calms me.
he is my heaven and hell. my good and bad. i am half he is half, together we can make one, he is my pain and my joy. my strength and my weakness. my yin and yang.
and i will loose it all. well, if everything goes smooth until the time for graduation we still together, i face what L just faced last nite. the day when her bf went away for good.
it is my risk, since the first time i ever agreed to be his gf, since the time we're back together, we both know the time will come. we're too young to get married, well maybe not that young but we have so much to experience later after graduation. i want to travel, i want to do master, i want to work, i want to earn money, i want to have free life! if i get married means i wont get all of that, yes? but marriage really sounds appealing, interesting, hilarious,beautiful and scary at the same time. wait, why i talk about marriage?
all im saying is that i dont know where will this all going. and i am scared to just think more deep about this, cause im in denial of admitting the answer of my questions. i also scared to talk about this seriously with him. i just want to have fun, make the most of it while we still have time, make lots of good memories with him to embrace them later.
am i wrong?
oh shoot. my mood is really drop now
hows ur fasting days?
hope all good ya =)
lately ive been really busy, midterms, assignments, labtests, presentations, aargh they're killing me slowly! well, nothing really new bout me, just now i already finished all my study stuff. and on 18th i'll be going back home for Lebaran! yipeeeeeeeyy!! =D
then come back here again to have my finals huhuh
so, i have something to share with u guys
my friend, let's say L, she's really down rite now. on the lowest point of her mood.
why? because her Egyptian bf, lets say H, has just gone back for good to his hometown in Dubai.
L is also Indonesian like me we have the same stories bout our love life, dating an international (non Indonesian here). she could go crazy at this moment, 2 years they've been together, really have the life only the two of them then now suddenly L will have to go through the rest of her study time here all alone, alone here i mean not with H anymore. she went to KLIA last nite to see H for the last time. hey, Dubai and Malaysia/Indonesia is not a short distance, rite? and how could u manage to keep ur relationship if there's no certain time when u will meet again? it could be 6 months, 1 year, 3 years, 5 years or not at all. no one knows, only God maybe.
i can feel her sadness, really. this thing has been on my mind not only once or twice.
but every time me and my friends talking bout graduation, bout industrial training that will soon we have to do. i feel happy of course, but there's a part of me that wish these times wont come or never have to come.
why?
soon i'll be in L's position, being separated of distance with my bf. we havent talk anything seriously bout what will happen to us that time. and i know we both can't do LDR. its really hard, isnt it? it could be him, in Kazakh and me in Malaysia or Spore or Jakarta. or it could be him in UK and me in Aussie. or him still in Malaysia or me in Jakarta or Aussie or wherever it is. the distance will still be there.
my heart hurts if i think about this. its been 1,5 years now im with him. half of my 3 years university life has him in it. we've been through a lot together. and suddenly i wont see him again? OUCH! my heart and my mind in pain.
i love him, i do.
by seeing him everyday, its enough to make me happy, to make my day even if im mad at him, i feel like i hate him one time. but it will pass whenever he starts to make me laugh, make funny face or voices. i never stay mad for too long.
if someone upset me, i turn to him. he can comfort me, being the greatest rock, the most funny entertainer, i could laugh like crazy because of his jokes, he calms me.
he is my heaven and hell. my good and bad. i am half he is half, together we can make one, he is my pain and my joy. my strength and my weakness. my yin and yang.
and i will loose it all. well, if everything goes smooth until the time for graduation we still together, i face what L just faced last nite. the day when her bf went away for good.
it is my risk, since the first time i ever agreed to be his gf, since the time we're back together, we both know the time will come. we're too young to get married, well maybe not that young but we have so much to experience later after graduation. i want to travel, i want to do master, i want to work, i want to earn money, i want to have free life! if i get married means i wont get all of that, yes? but marriage really sounds appealing, interesting, hilarious,beautiful and scary at the same time. wait, why i talk about marriage?
all im saying is that i dont know where will this all going. and i am scared to just think more deep about this, cause im in denial of admitting the answer of my questions. i also scared to talk about this seriously with him. i just want to have fun, make the most of it while we still have time, make lots of good memories with him to embrace them later.
am i wrong?
oh shoot. my mood is really drop now
happy fasting everyone! =D
i know its been almost 2 weeks since ramadhan month begins, but never too late to say selamat berpuasa mohon maaf lahir batin!
i know its been almost 2 weeks since ramadhan month begins, but never too late to say selamat berpuasa mohon maaf lahir batin!
happy fasting everyone! =D
i know its been almost 2 weeks since ramadhan month begins, but never too late to say selamat berpuasa mohon maaf lahir batin!
this month i have a new job,
as cooker for Meiram (and me) for berbuka puasa and sahur.
he wants me to cook instead of us having meals outside, so we went shopping for lots of food, beef, chicken, vegetables, fruits, eggs, and a lot more.
im afraid he doesnt like the way i cook our meals but he said he will likes everything i cook and he will eat anything, and there will be no problem.
and today he proved it.
soto ayam
sweet sour spicy prawn
for today's menu i made sweet sour spicy prawn and i decided for the first time i made soto ayam, its my national's food. there's no problem with the prawn but the soto turns out to be too salty. =(
Meiram tried it with rice and he said its a bit salty, but then he finished one bowl of soto while my friends tried the soup and they said its really really salty, huhu i ate the soto with rice thats why maybe i didnt really taste it.
he didnt have to finished one bowl, i know i made mistake by making the soup too salty (i didnt taste it when i made it, hehe im also puasa)
but still, even he also said its a bit salty but he didnt even laugh at me or at my soto =p
he said it was a nice dinner, he likes all the food and thank you for cooking.
isnt he the sweetest? ='p
i know its been almost 2 weeks since ramadhan month begins, but never too late to say selamat berpuasa mohon maaf lahir batin!
this month i have a new job,
as cooker for Meiram (and me) for berbuka puasa and sahur.
he wants me to cook instead of us having meals outside, so we went shopping for lots of food, beef, chicken, vegetables, fruits, eggs, and a lot more.
im afraid he doesnt like the way i cook our meals but he said he will likes everything i cook and he will eat anything, and there will be no problem.
and today he proved it.
soto ayam
sweet sour spicy prawn
Meiram tried it with rice and he said its a bit salty, but then he finished one bowl of soto while my friends tried the soup and they said its really really salty, huhu i ate the soto with rice thats why maybe i didnt really taste it.
he didnt have to finished one bowl, i know i made mistake by making the soup too salty (i didnt taste it when i made it, hehe im also puasa)
but still, even he also said its a bit salty but he didnt even laugh at me or at my soto =p
he said it was a nice dinner, he likes all the food and thank you for cooking.
isnt he the sweetest? ='p
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