#85

i hate waiting.

really, i do hate waiting

once i got into a big fight with Meiram and i even asked for break up because he kept me waiting for.. well i dont know what, what a waste of time and actually i dont wanna talk about it, too upsetting =p

but then im glad we didnt broke up that time 

cause after that we're getting better and try not to do the same mistakes again.

now he kept me waiting again.

i made cheesecake for him cause he mentioned what he wanted to eat these days.

he misses his Mom's cook, well i am not his mother hehehe so i asked him for anything else,

then he said he wants BBQ chicken and cheesecake for the dessert.

i can do both, so i bought the chicken and already finished make the cheesecake.

but again, we (me and my cheesecake) have to wait for him to come and eat together.

Meiram said he'll be back home soon yesterday from putrajaya because one of his betsfriend is getting married and he was asked to be the best man, huhu i cant go because i have the crazybabik data structures exam at friday nite. theeeen i wait for him to come back, but he didnt came until 3am so i thought its better if he stay at cyber.

then i thought he'll be home by today but his fuckin phone was off since this afternoon. then after few hours he sent sms from his friend's phone that he is still in KL. oh he just called me and said his friend is having a birthday party and maybe he'll be back tonite or tomorrow...

yadayadayadayadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my cheesecake will end up in trash can i think =(

but you know what, no matter how upset am i to him, i still miss him and hoping that he'll be home soon and spend the remaining weekend together, just to have some quality time. silly huh?

so then now im wearing the t-shirt that he wore on the day before the wedding, he came to my house at nite and he still havent change his shirt from class so then he borrowed my t-shirt, he wore the only thing that can fit him nicely, my super-ultra-gigantic-size-bright-pink-with-stupid fish picture-on-it tshirt, im wearing the t-shirt cause it still has his smell, i really like his smell. hihihi =p 

(i forgot how can i have this big size t-shirt, but its so comfortable so i wear it for sleeping hehe)

wanna see how idiot i look like on this t-shirt? 

(noted: the t-shirt fits him, well a bit too short actually)

now you can imagine our huge difference in body size, 

im just so petite and he is a giant =p

Meir, jump to my hug now!

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(edited)

here's the kind of waiting that i like: 

waiting to get 50 pops in restaurant city =p

finally i can get it. no hack. no magic. hehe