among my 52 posted posts, how many of them contains about him?
darn i dont wanna count, what a shame.... HAHAHA ;p
oke this is my 2nd week on Jakarta, already met that friends, this friends, more friends, and more friends to meet up to. and today i just got home from meeting my junior high school friends, well just a few of them, the good ones since more than 5 years ago. :)
released my stress and laughed with them are very relaxing.
also my last meeting with my high school friends also sooooooo great!
nothing better than gather around with some of your good friends and just spend time together, rite? oh how i will miss this kinda situation in years ahead.
imagine me finish this fucking university life (btw, i magically passed all my subjects! YAY!) then i will have my work life. i wont go back here to Jakarta immidietely i guess, i wanna get some good job abroad and hopefully can save lotsa moneeeeeyyyyy and of course precious working experience before im heading back to Jakarta for good. uhmm.. well except that if i can find foreigners to be my husband maybe i'll say bye to Indonesian nationality. no kidding, i wanna get rid of this nationality thing IF theres no improvement at all in goverment in running the country, yes i am so shallow right now of thinking about things like quiting my nationality, but like Tante Ida said one day "kita sih cinta sama negara kita tapi negara kita yang ga mau dicintain sama kita" ("we do love our country but the country itself wont let us love it"). its pretty much true actually. think about it.
but im still crossing my finger for better things will come and a massive improvement in our goverment to be happen so i will deeply in love with this country and never let it go :)
well im out of topic actually. hahaha. what i've been meaning to say is that when that time comes, when i have to leave my friends and family for quite a long time, will i be able to do that? i really enjoy spending time with my family and friends here, and if i cant do that for that long time, am i strong enough? will i be mature and self confident enough to really stand on my own feet without any help or anybody beside me? i cant wait to work, i admit it. but im also scared. scared i cant do good enough later. well my self confident and optimistic is a bit low today i guess.
ahh enough about all this blabbering and stuff.
i finally have my Jason Mraz ticket wohooooo!! thanks to indra who has been so nice to go and bought the ticket for me and my friends! :D
uhm now im off to bed
oh no, i have to clean up this make up and change clothes (im typing with my saturday-night-outfit hahaha).
ah well i still didnt hear any news from Meiram and his phone still off, his skype also still not online until now. its been 2 weeks im wondering where the hell he is. and i also sent sms to his friend asking about him, also still pending until the second i type this post.
maybe they're lost in Thailand with the stupid shemale hehehe.
well i just hope he is fine and doing great rite now :)
im really off now, catch ya all later! nity nite and have a blast weekend!
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