heya...
ok now new semester has begin, its a short semester actually n its already start for 2 weeks n im B O R I N G. this life here is always the same, wake up - go to class - go home - internet - sleep (where's my self study part? hehe)
oh yes, why boredom always following me?
to anticipate this, i decide to make a new life pattern here. which is SPORTS!
hehehe. me and some of my friends make swimming schedule, (i hope) we'll swim for 3 times a week, one day play basketball (well actually its one of our subject this sem). so i'll have 4 times to do some exercises for my lousy ass! hahah.
nd one thing for sure, im getting more addicted to pet society!
its an application on facebook, we make our own pet, buy him some foods, furnitures, clothes, n else. really, i even make a second account on facebook just to make another pet (yea i know pathetic, yes? hehehe)
*the one with the red bow is my female pet in my male pet's house, i name them acilalala and meiram (HAHA ya i know some people will have "acil's life is all about meiram" on their mind, and i never said i deny that LOL)
oh and today i also swam with my friends, what a great exersice! and when we want to go swim, we saw some of Kazakh girls are also swimming and they're wearing bikini. two piece ,in bright colors. OH MY GOD. their body is very very beautiful, white, slim, sexy, and all. dont think im a lesbian, its just that i feel sooo.. eeerrmm... maybe a bit jealous with a body like that and also intimidated, i dont know why. and my low self esteem came again on the surface, questions like "then why my bf choose me, this big fat short lazzy ass girl, instead of one of those beautiful ladies?" keep crossing my mind ;(
*and they are really ladies, not girl or even KID like me.
after we took shower and i cooked sayur bayam (spinach soup), we talked, laughed and browsing on internet, one of my friend said maybe i should post some recipe on my blog.
that sentence makes me think,
ok maybe the only one right thing i can do is cooking. i mean hey, i dont have any talent and after all this time when i cook or make something with my own hand, nobody dies.
so maybe cooking is my thing.
hahah. ok i'll post some of my successful meal later! ;)
ok now new semester has begin, its a short semester actually n its already start for 2 weeks n im B O R I N G. this life here is always the same, wake up - go to class - go home - internet - sleep (where's my self study part? hehe)
oh yes, why boredom always following me?
to anticipate this, i decide to make a new life pattern here. which is SPORTS!
hehehe. me and some of my friends make swimming schedule, (i hope) we'll swim for 3 times a week, one day play basketball (well actually its one of our subject this sem). so i'll have 4 times to do some exercises for my lousy ass! hahah.
nd one thing for sure, im getting more addicted to pet society!
its an application on facebook, we make our own pet, buy him some foods, furnitures, clothes, n else. really, i even make a second account on facebook just to make another pet (yea i know pathetic, yes? hehehe)
*the one with the red bow is my female pet in my male pet's house, i name them acilalala and meiram (HAHA ya i know some people will have "acil's life is all about meiram" on their mind, and i never said i deny that LOL)
oh and today i also swam with my friends, what a great exersice! and when we want to go swim, we saw some of Kazakh girls are also swimming and they're wearing bikini. two piece ,in bright colors. OH MY GOD. their body is very very beautiful, white, slim, sexy, and all. dont think im a lesbian, its just that i feel sooo.. eeerrmm... maybe a bit jealous with a body like that and also intimidated, i dont know why. and my low self esteem came again on the surface, questions like "then why my bf choose me, this big fat short lazzy ass girl, instead of one of those beautiful ladies?" keep crossing my mind ;(
*and they are really ladies, not girl or even KID like me.
after we took shower and i cooked sayur bayam (spinach soup), we talked, laughed and browsing on internet, one of my friend said maybe i should post some recipe on my blog.
that sentence makes me think,
ok maybe the only one right thing i can do is cooking. i mean hey, i dont have any talent and after all this time when i cook or make something with my own hand, nobody dies.
so maybe cooking is my thing.
hahah. ok i'll post some of my successful meal later! ;)
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