#18

silence
only taking space up to my daily days
undeniable loneliness also
become a good friend of mine

"boredom is a pattern, not a reality"

it's boredom that's getting out of control
you know, it is an emotional state experienced during periods of lack of activities or when individuals are uninterested in the activities surrounding them.
do you know how do i spend my holidays?

well
i wake up late
have the stare "oh you are so lazy ass baby girl" from my father and mother
but then they smile and offer me brunch (that's why i love them so much)
so i eat and watching tv
then i spend hours in front of internet
chatting, browsing, and most of all is that waiting for the chance of my boyfriend get online (it's pathetic i know, but what can i do? somehow we can't send sms to each other, fuck you distance!)
if i'm getting sick of internet, i will watch dvds, movies, or whatever to kill the boredom.
its the time when i usually fall asleep until after maghrib.
then internet again.
then dinner
then dvd again
and so on until i fall asleep.

dude!
it is an awesome holidayyy!!!!
(i'm being sarcastic here, im sure you know)

oh crap.
im getting bored again.