#18

silence
only taking space up to my daily days
undeniable loneliness also
become a good friend of mine



"boredom is a pattern, not a reality"


it's boredom that's getting out of control
you know, it is an emotional state experienced during periods of lack of activities or when individuals are uninterested in the activities surrounding them.
do you know how do i spend my holidays?

well
i wake up late
have the stare "oh you are so lazy ass baby girl" from my father and mother
but then they smile and offer me brunch (that's why i love them so much)
so i eat and watching tv
then i spend hours in front of internet
chatting, browsing, and most of all is that waiting for the chance of my boyfriend get online (it's pathetic i know, but what can i do? somehow we can't send sms to each other, fuck you distance!)
if i'm getting sick of internet, i will watch dvds, movies, or whatever to kill the boredom.
its the time when i usually fall asleep until after maghrib.
then internet again.
then dinner
then dvd again
and so on until i fall asleep.

dude!
it is an awesome holidayyy!!!!
(i'm being sarcastic here, im sure you know)

oh crap.
im getting bored again.

#17

heiya.
im in Jakarta now!
yeeeeeeeeeeeiyy :D
actually its been almost one week im in jakarta
and im soo sooo soooooo glad im here
back with my family, friends, and not-busy-dont-have-to-think-about-university-life days.
hehehee
before im heading back to jakarta, i went to langkawi
and its sooo beautiful!!
a vacation
thats what i really need.
the sand, the beach, the wind, the laughter, the foods (nyum!), the people
all just perfect
oh except if my boyfriend come with me to langkawi it will be so much more more perfect
hehee but he still got exam the day im in langkawi.
so... he sat back in melaka. hehhe ;p
mmm photos of langkawi coming up guys!

anyway,
almost one week im in Jakarta and i didnt do anything
i mean, usually, my first week in Jakarta will be like very busy day
meet this friends, that friends, everyday im going out
but not this time
this one week i really enjoy my time at home
just sleep and eat (yaya i know, i become like a pig)
or watch dvd, ol, eat, sleep, read novels
just relaxing, have a quality time with myself.
maybe next week i will plan to meet my highschool friends, junior highschool, MMU friends and so on
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanndddd not forget to mention, starting to worried about my result for this semester.
i've been survived until now.
but can this sem also good?
i dont know, i dont wanna know now,
hey im giving myself a holiday
no need to think about result yet, rite?

aaahh and its been almost 6 days since my boyfriend left Malaysia
he almost missflight that time, huhu poor him
and he have a LONG journey to be at his hometown Aqtobe, Kazakhstan.
can you imagine, he flew from Malaysia to Amsterdam to transit then to Almaty the capital city of Kazakhstan.
oh, see this:


23:25 Sun 19 Oct 2008
Kuala Lumpur (International Airport (KLIA)) Aircraft type : Boeing 747-400 mixed configuration
05:30 Mon 20 Oct 2008
Via Amsterdam (Schiphol)
KL0810
18:10 Mon 20 Oct 2008
Via Amsterdam (Schiphol) Total journey time: 32 hours 20 minutes
Aircraft type : Airbus A330-200
05:45 Tue 21 Oct 2008
Almaty
KL0409


his total journey will be like 32 hours!!!!!
and he's alone.
OMG everytime i think about that i feel like i wanna cry
i wanna be with him just to accompany him during his journey so he didnt feel bored or alone or anything. he must be really bored and tired
oh i forgot to tell u
from Almaty he have to take train (because the flight ticket is very expensive this time) to Aqtobe for almost 44 hours!
well well a long time to get back home ya sayang..
i hope the journey is worth it with what he will have back in his hometown
and ya, until now i still havent got any news from him that says he already arrived at Aqtobe.
im really really worried.
i hope he already safe at home
gather with his family
enjoying his time
and remember me ;)

well.
i miss you, Meiram

#16

*click image above to see how far it is

Jakarta, Indonesia - Aqtobe, Kazakhstan
7878.546 KM

damn.. i never thought there will be so much distance between us.
and it will be, for 1 month..
i promise i will take care of myself and everything he wants me to promise,
but its one thing I'm sure i cant promise.
i can't promise i wont miss him
cause sure i know i will


Мне будет тебя не хватать ;(

#15

FINAL EXAMS = INSANITY TAKES CONTROL


ok, 2 down (ME down, to be exact)
4 MORE to go!!!


wanna see my lovely final exam schedule?


DATA COMMUNICATION AND TELECOMMUNICATION SYSTEMS 06/10/2008 9.00 AM
PROBABILITY AND STATISTICS 08/10/2008 9.00 AM
MATHEMATICAL TECHNIQUES II 09/10/2008 9.00 AM
TECHNICAL COMMUNICATIONS 12/10/2008 9.00 AM
COMPUTER PROGRAMMING II 13/10/2008 9.00 AM
DATABASE SYSTEMS 14/10/2008 9.00 AM


jam 9 pagi semua MEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNN
gue bisa gila
udah sih,
lebih lagi.
people, please, PLEASE
pray for me
huhuhuh

oh,
minal aidin walfaidzin.
mohon maaf lahir dan batin :)
better late than never, no?
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