#14

i just read again my blog from multiply.com

(as i've said before, i have some blogs. hahaha)
it goes like this:

"Dec 10, '07 06:17am

hey, its about 5 am in the morning and i cant sleep.well, i slept and i just awoke and i can't sleep again up until now. so i just browsing on the internet, looking for somehing interesting. and there it goes, the idea of finding some quotes to think about.

i love quotes.

from any people, movie, song, or any sources. it makes you think deeply about your life or what have you got from your life or just simply smile when you find a quote that might describe yourself on a particular condition.

here i just found a quote from Sam Keen, an american philosopher which sounds

"Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly"

this kind of quote makes me think, what do we seek in perfection actually?

maybe when you're that in love with someone, you'll see him or her as that perfect or almost perfect person. but what kind of perfection do you see in someone? is it always about money, looks, characters, etc?

i, myself, found that i have someone that i see as a perfect person for me, as someone i want to be with maybe for the rest of my life. no, its not my boyfriend or the guy from my other not-in-an-official-relationship-thing. its just someone that i adore for almost 7 years. isn't it obvious that im obsessed with him?

why am i so obsessed? maybe because he's perfect -at least for me. but to think further, there are many men out there who are better than him.

he's got plenty of flaws, im sure. he's not that good-looking-guy-to-die-for type, he's not that millionare man, in fact, some people say that he's stupid or idiot in a funny way.

but who cares? i adore him. but do i love him?

do i love him because of this perfection sight i've seen in him? well i dont know. i dont wanna know, at least not right now.

so, think about this, what is perfection to you? have you got someone so perfect to love? to adore? to become your obsession? why do you thnk that person is perfect?

oh and here's another quote from anonymous:

"Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning"

im sure im pretty agree with that quote. you can say you don't love someone for many reasons. but when you love someone perfectly, you can't say even one reason why do you love that person. you just.. know :)"

my last paragraph a bit hit me
cause i think now,
i just know
:)