hi all how r u these days?
uuuh its been so long since i didnt post anything ya ;)
its been hectic weeks lately and, tiring.
well, i have a badminton tournament this weekend, it went quite nice, me and Meiram pass the qualification round but we didnt attend the next day for another match because we're too tired and we know who we will face to on the next match, a tough couple.
so better cuddling on bed, yes? hihi
and i dont know why was it just me or was it really him that have problem, i feel like these days he always angry and blame me for everything. everything i said and done seems wrong. always angry, sometimes yelled. even when i talk nicely, slow, and lower voice he replied with anger, cant you just talk nicely? who am i talking about? well, you know yourself mister. please change your attitude or i will change mine. you'll regret it.
my FYP is still on its progress, its getting harder and harder to finish this project, especially since the plan has change. im not going to build a smart home design anymore and put it on website, instead i will make a system that requires me to have a java programming skill. i have to connect my java program with my webcam that will detect a movement of someone, and when it detect a person existence, an agent will appear to greet "good morning" or "good evening" depends on the time of that day. the big question is HOW???
so far i've done the interface and successfully crash down my laptop when i compile my webcam program. i didnt know what i did that make the laptop shut down itself, maybe i just create a destructive code. turning on and off again every time i work on the coding is not good for kiwi's health (kiwi is my laptop's name btw) =(
and not to mention, i have a toothache and its killing me. not just because of the pain but also the cost to heal this tooth is a lot. 2 visits and i already spent RM600. i still have 3 more visits each week. and it will cost me about RM700. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn so much money for just one tooth. forgive me father =(
and speaking of father, i really miss him rite now i dont know why
maybe is because its been awhile i didnt talk to him that much, the longest conversation was me asking money for my dental problems.
me. asking. money. again. and. again.
what kind of daughter am i? i feel really bad.
and i have my period, i feel pain on my body, everywhere. after badminton i also feel pain everywhere, this period just makes it worst. and i admit i am sensitive now.
i just talked to Meiram on phone and he again, talk not nice to me, a bit loud, like accusing me false about something. im always wrong i guess these days, at least in front of him. i didnt know what i did or said that is wrong, a 1.34 minutes of conversation on phone could go wrong? well, maybe its just me that sensitive, a little thing like this can upset me and missing my father a bit can cause me to tears.
i hate period.
