#107

i just turned 21, alhamdulillah =)

thank you everyone for the wishes and the prayers, i am fully blessed

terimakasih pacar,
you are the first one to say happy bday to me this year,
and did i mention that i fuckin love you too?
xoxo

#106

"he was, you know, all the things I wasn’t. And I was all the things he wasn’t.
he could paint circles around anyone; I can’t even draw a straight line.
his hand-it fit mine. And that’s what love is,
when your hindsight’s twenty-twenty,
and you still wouldn’t change a thing."

(source)

#106

oh, i went blogwalking and found ausi did this questions about her boyfriend. i actually wanna do this since long time ago when i found it on noran's blog, (she's awesome btw) she challenged her reader if they thought they really know their bf/gf but i still have some numbers blank thats why i leave it on draft for so long. hehe, i guess maybe i didnt dig him that deep. but i'll give it a try.
here it goes.....

1. He's sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
hmm.. either the movie involving gun shooting, mafia, car drifting or sexy actresses haha
2. You're out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
hmm maybe just olive oil or some light dressing
3. What's one food he doesn't like?
he likes almost all food, oh he doesnt like to eat soup thats already a bit cold
4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order?
tea, pepsi, it depends where we eat actually
5. Where did he go to high school?
Kazakh-Turkish international high school (i forgot the actual name hehe)
6. What size shoe does he wear?
43... maybe :p
7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
hmmm... anything zara man. HAHAHA
8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
anything, he eats everything! =p
9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
his national food most probably, manti and besparmak (how to spell?) if im not mistaken, his fav national food
10. What is his favorite cereal?
honestly i never saw him eating cereal
11. What would he never wear?
jaring2 shirt or gay-ish shirt haha
12. What is his favorite sports team?
soccer? chelsea for now i think
13. Who did he vote for?
ngeh this one i really dont know hehe
14. How does he sleep?
sometimes snoring and he often talks when he sleeps and i dont understand any of them because he talks in his language haha. he sleeps so sound, can makes me wanna fall asleep again with him even when i already sleep for 12 hours. sleeping side to side with him is never enough =)
15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn't do?
smoking. but he give up now and we even smoke together hahaha =p
16. What is his heritage?
100% Kazakhstan
17. What is his favorite color?
green or blue
18. You bake him a cake for his birthday; what kind of cake?
hmmm cheesecake with almond on the top and covered with chocolate powder
19. Did he play sports in high school?
soccer of futsal
20. What could he spend hours doing?
SLEEPING or playing computer games
21. What is one unique talent he has?
sleeping for 32 hours. haha. and he can take off a gun's spare part and rebuild it again quickly. i found it fascinating, at least for me
21. Who is his biggest celebrity crush?
brad pitt HAHAHA he wish to have that yummy body
22. You go out on a regular date. What would he wear?
jeans, shirt or just normal t-shirt
23. What is his favorite music genre?
anything that can make him dance, tiesto, even siti nurhaliza =D
24. What is his one major weakness?
his nose. and sleeping time, i guess
25. You get into an argument. How does he handle it?
become silent and ignore me for a while
26. Who is his favorite actor?
Brad pitt, Al Pacino
27. What is his idea of a perfect date?
the private one
28. What physical feature would he change?
uhm... it might be his stomach
29. Where does he want to be in 5 years time?
working in Kz, have own house and car, and married if possible
30. Do his farts stink?
yes. hahah but i dont care, the best smell in the world is the smell of the man that you love, even the farts. (ok i know its hyperbole =p)

#105

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus.
one sentence: cant wait for this movie!!
imagine, Heath Ledger, Johnny Depp, Jude Law and Collin Farrell in one movie!
well actually due to the death of Ledger, the movie team decided to continue the movie and make his character magically change his appearance, might be into another character, in order to keep his final work in the film, and, if the film was made, would dedicate it to the great Ledger.
the other 3 hot actors, Depp, Law, and Farrell will be portraying the new idea of transformed versions of Ledger's character who is traveling through a magical realm.
i have feeling that this movie is gonna be awesome! IMDB even already give out the user rating up to 9.5 out of 10, the movie itself will be released on this year, OCTOBER

so sweets, how are you these days?
i am doing great as usual, the studies now in a slow down state (for a while) after being tortured by 4 midterms, 1 presentation and 2 assignments submission, i finally have my free time! huufff... its been really busy, really tempting, i even didnt have the time to touch my final year project. this week we will start the puasa soon yiipeeeyy!! mohon maaf lahir batin ya for u all before we start to fasting =)
and i might have time to watch some movie with Meiram or better, watch him play futsal! hhihi i dont know why i really loooooooovveeee to watch him plays, i would rather watch him play futsal than go out somewhere have candle lite dinner or movie marathon or whatever kinda romantic date it is (i am not a romantic person anyway hihi).
hey, i have a hot boyfriend who is good at playing the ball, couldnt ask for more =p
waw this august i will turn 21 soon. i am old huh?
so what i want for this year? let me wondering.. well, hope i can be more mature and wise in handling everything in life and yes, cgpa above 3.2 would be great! and... a surprise gateway for 3 days somewhere exotic will also awesome! haha i have always dream about this one day on my bday, whether it is my bf or my hubby later will surprise me by giving package of holiday to some beautiful island, just the 2 of us, away from work, studies, and other stuff for just 2 or 3 days. sounds nice huh? but i dont think it will happen so soon haha since i have so many things to do this year around my bday, like assignments or midterms. aaahh i hate being 21 at the same time being a busy student =p
naah, i dont ask for a lot, i just hope for ur prayers and ur wishes for me to have the best things in my life, that would be enough. *ehem* i wont say no for presents though =p
ok im off for now,
i have to wake Meiram, he will have 2 midterms today (see? we are busy students) wish him all the best luck!
adios amigos! =D

#104




Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping, I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to Sweep you off of your feet boy, Your perfect big feet boy I took for granted what you do.

(stay close dont go, secondhand serenade)

#103

my one week of holiday is almost over,
i havent shared anything about my awesome holiday,
i went to perhentian island for good 4 days and i am missing every moment of it
yet i know i burnt my skin again, i become blaaaccckkk oh so black but its ok it was worth it =)
Meiram also went to an island with his mates, he went to Redang island, i thought i could have a nice lazy one week holiday in melaka with him but he wants to go with his guys so there i let him go to Redang for 5 days but we have fun with our friends, but i do i wish the next holiday will be with him, wherever he wants to go, i'll follow, i will never let go again.
here check some pics of my holiday, feel the beauty of nature?
yes, i am addicted to what nature offers me. it was worth every time, pennies, everything.









then now i have to go back to reality where 4 midterms waiting for me next week, oh and one submission. dammit.

#102

his room, at about 8am on sunny sunday morning

me: do u remember when was the first time u feel that u like me?
him: mmm... i dont really remember exactly when, but i know it was on 2007
me: (chuckles) really? waw.. was it when we first met on the elevator to class?
him: did we meet there? i forgot, really.
me: yeah, we met there and u asked am i Malaysian or not, and i said im Indonesian, it was the first time i noticed we went to same class
him: maybe that time, was it on 2007?
me: i think so, i remember we're on our way to Malaysian studies class, it was our first semester of Beta, so yeah 2007.
him: mmhm, how bout u? when did u first like me?
me: i think 2008, digital system class. second semester of our beta, it was the first time we talked a bit long
him: what did we talk about?
me: just random things but i remember u first tried to talk to me, we were standing outside class because we're late and there's no seat but we're looking for attendance. u know what did u say first that time?
him: what?
me: u said "im sorry what was ur name again? i forgot" and in my mind, im like 'what?? when did i ever tell him my name?' (laugh so loud) but then i told u my name anyway (laugh again)
him: (laugh even louder than me) was it??? oh my God that was shit
me: u r bad at picking lines at me (still giggling)
him: but i got u anyway..
me: yeah u did, lucky u
him: im a lucky man

i ♥ you, love
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