its a pleasant bliss: April 2009

#83

heloo
im in a middle of studying computer network for midterm tomorrow when suddenly i feel a bit nausea and headache, i guess staring for hours on papers is not good for your health, hihihi =p
then to avoid having massive headache attack, i stop studying for a while on chapter 10 (got chapter 6-11 for the midterm) then go browsing and blogwalking as usual =)
stop by at facebook and activate my restaurant city workers hehehe
then i even register for twitter bahahah i thought i wont do this, since i also have plurk long time ago but now i didnt even touch the website again. i dont know about twitter, maybe later i'll post or linked my twitter here. and sooooo......
after several minutes (minutes i swear!) browsing, i found this article, fun for you all ladies and a must know thing for you all boys. here, check it out:

9 words women use (what we really mean is.............):
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2. Five minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
4. Go ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5. Loud sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
6. That’s okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
7. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome.
(I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’, that will bring on a ‘whatever’).
8. Whatever: Is a woman’s way of saying "FUCK YOU!"
9. Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking “What's wrong?” For the woman’s response refer to # 3.
(source)

haha sooo what do you think ladies? i think i pretty much agree with most of those things,
i know maybe the boys will response "then why dont you just say what you mean? dont get us clueless and guessing!"
well, you dont know us then.... =p

got to go now,
books and notes are waiting to be touched, by poor me
kiss ya later!

#82

oooooooooohhh im so deaaaaaaaaaadddd
in this week i'll have 3 assignments submission (must done all before 30th), not only that,
i also got 1 midterm; 1 labtest; 1 presentation.
and i cant focus. i cant divide my concentration into 6 different things,
i dont know which one i should do first and when im doing one thing, i remember about the other thing, and i start to do that other thing, i keep doing that over and over again
aaaaaaaarrrghhh my head hurts, my eyes hurts, my body is in desprate need of rest.

now you know, how fucked up am i?
my poor bf is falling asleep outside he also exhausted doing his assignments all day
he said he wanted to smoke outside my room but its already so long time he smoked and when i checked, he already sleep. huhu poor him..
and i cant wake him up btw, try to shake his body and whisper in his ear but he didnt response anything haha
(maybe i should just kiss his ear, usually he gets annoyed hahaha *evil laugh)

ok readers,
im going back to hell.

#81

(well it's pretty much what i do feel)

bahah sorry for my lack of photoshop skill,
i just combine the old image i found in flickr and a quote that i just read
oh why i did this during my busy week?
well, i feel so damn bored doing my business plan, ethical hacking assignment, and.. another crap coding for my second assignment of data structures and algorithms
and i miss Meiram, i just did some clean up of my phone's inbox, and i read again almost all sms from him since the first day he sent me sms.
and i laughed and i smiled and i feel.. wonderful,
knowing right now i can still be his addiction like more than 1 year ago =p
i remember how we said syukur to Allah that we found each other here, the place where if we didnt choose to study here, we wouldnt meet.
Kazakhstan-Indonesia is very long distance if you notice.
and i feel more and more in love with him each day. well, yea he doesnt always do me right but somehow i always find way to forgive him.
ciao readers, im going to give my man a call =')

#80

80 posts already huh? i wonder what would be my post number..100!. haha we'll see ya...
i should be sleeping at this second but hey cant do! i dont know why..
i have this massive headache since this afternoon and it got worse after i took a shower and wash my hair heheh i know maybe i shouldnt but my hair already so lepek and oily =p
this week is totally a fuckin bussy week. lets see.. labtest, cisco test, mid term (oh next week! but still have to prepare from now onwards), business plan, assignments. gooossshhhh this is killing meeeeeee
poor Meiram also got 2 tests today, havent see him since friday hua sillybillymilly emew, he also stress these days, he got 2 labtests and 2 midterms, and assignments also. huhu poor us ya? hope we can go through this easily then we'll have fuuuuunnnn bubuuuuuu
and facebook is really the devil of all devil. everytime i go browsing for assignment purposes, i'll stop by on facebook and check something, useless things, idiot quizzes. hahaha
really, i think facebook is the biggest guilty pleasure during busy week like this!
and while i was browsing for assignment, i put my winamp in muse's songs and i miss muse, really do. i miss the concert, it was really awesome! and i start singing their songs with my terrible voice hahaha i dont care, muse is just too sexy to handle.
now im blabbering nonsense and really wasting my precious sleeping time, i got 8am class this morning, i wonder how will i ever get up easily.. =p

i just remember about a quote that i gave to Meiram couple months ago when he was down, in the lowest point of his mood that time, it lighten him up a little, maybe this also could help you, who needs it.

"Happines must happen, and the same holds for success: you have to let it happen by not caring about it." (Viktor E Frank)

and i just found a beautiful one,
"Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination." (Voltaire)

off to bed now, seriously
kiss ya readers =)

#79

more happiness i feel when you're around

i feel safe falling asleep on your chest.

and im dancing in my sleep to the beat of your heart in my ears

i love you, my man.

it's been1 year and still counting.

im glad we're still together after all we've been through

whatever comes, please come.

i'll endure the pain as long as you're on my side

17042008-17042009

our first year anniversary with oreo cheesecake and Beka hehe nice ;)

mind reader

im not blind, i know colors and i can describe things when i see them
and im not deaf, i know how boring you sound and how easy lies go through my ears
in fact, i believe im not an idiot.
but it seems that somehow you can always find ways to make me look like one.
im not a slave
but also not God.
im just a human being thrist for respect, attention, and appreciation.
i have many limitation, i am not capable in doing many things and i can't give all you ever wanted
but at least i try for the sake of having things better than before.
im not perfect, not even close to one,
cause anger, lust, and jealousy sometimes all in one fill up my soul.